As frustrating as yesterday was, I was able to accomplish just as much today if not more. I went back to Gatesville again and finally got the paper work filed with the court. Even more weight fell off my shoulders and it feels great. I find myself feeling more and more like the woman I used to be, singing more, smiling more, just happy. It feels good.
Then, I came home and played with my girls, cleaned up the kitchen and filled out eight more documents that will eventually have to be presented to the court before this divorce is final. There are a few more I need to finish, but I am tired and they can wait a day or two. There is still a ton to do, packing, cleaning, moving itself. But I know it will work out the way it is supposed to because Heavenly Father is in charge and I know He will always do His part as long as I do mine. So, I will keep moving along one day, and probably some times one hour, at a time. I want anyone reading this to know that I do not wish this on anyone, nor would divorce be my choice if there was any other way. But I DO know that it is right for me and my girls now and find a lot of comfort in that knowledge. So, if I don't seem quite 'sad' enough or whatever, it is ONLY because I have the peace and comfort that can only come from a loving Savior, and I'm more grateful for that than I could ever say.
I also want everyone reading to know how much I love and appreciate all your support. It truly means the world to me. I have amazing friends and they lift and inspire me, another thing for which I feel immeasurably blessed!
2 comments:
that would make a cute vinyl sign out of that quote!!
Well said! We're praying for you. :)
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